DEAR JESUS : WHY BE CELIBATE?


1. I WANTED TO BE A CATHOLIC NUN, SINCE AGE SEVEN, WHEN I LEARNED HOW TO READ A CHILDREN'S BIBLE. 

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=NWn3cw1uo_0
 
SO, THAT'S MY SOLE, ONLY REAL REASON FOR MY SEXUAL CELIBACY, OR ABSTINENCE. 


THEREFORE, I LOVE SEEING THE BIBLE. 


I JUST LOVE THE BIBLE.


I STUDIED THE ADULT BIBLE FOR THREE HOURS/DAY, MONDAYS THROUGH FRIDAYS, AS A TEEN.


ALSO, THAT MADE ME LOVE MY THREE AND A HALF HOUR LONG, JEWISH JESUS PRAYERS, DURING THOSE MARATHON TRAINING RUNS I DID, SIX DAYS PER WEEK, IN MY MID-THIRTIES, AS A SPIRITUAL GROWTH ACTIVITY.


IT TRULY IS LIKE BEING A LEPER, THOUGH, JESUS, TO BE A VIRGIN, A SEXUAL CELIBATE, A SEXUALLY ABSTINENT INDIVIDUAL.

ALTHOUGH INTERFAITH, AS A CHRISTIAN-UNITED JUDEOCHRISTIAN MYSTIC, A FEMINIST, LIBERAL ONE, I AM MORE CHRISTIAN THAN 99.999% OF THE OTHER CHRISTIANS MY AGE.

I AM MORE DEVOUT THAN THE ACTUAL POPES, AND HOLY SEE.

SHOW ME A VATICAN, AND A POPE WHO ARE MORE VIRGINAL THAN MYSELF, JESUS.

THERE ARE NONE.

ANYWAY, I WANT TO HAVE A BIBLE IN BOTH THE ENGLISH, AND LATIN LANGUAGES ONE DAY.


IF ONLY IT COULD BE ONE PARAGRAPH IN ENGLISH, FOLLOWED BY THE LATIN TRANSLATION, JESUS.

AS WE SEARCHED FOR SOL PAIS, I PRAYED, FOR OVER THREE HOURS, BEFORE ANGELS CAME TO MY BED, TO AWAKE ME ABOUT HER LOCATION AT ECHO LAKE PARK, MT EVANS. 

ALL I KNEW WAS THAT SHE HAD BEEN TO LITTLETON, TO GET A LOADED SHOTGUN, TO MASS SHOOT COLUMBINE HIGH SCHOOL. 


PERSISTENCE MUST HAPPEN IN PRAYER, EVEN FOR INTERFAITH MYSTICS, WHO ARE NOT 100% CHRISTIANS.

PRAYER SHOULD OCCUR, UNTIL YOU GET SO EXHAUSTED, YOU MUST LIE DOWN, FROM IT.

DO NOT GIVE UP TRYING TO ESTABLISH A CONNECTION TO THE HOLY SPIRIT, IN PRAYER. 

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