TO ALL ASIAN-AMERICAN FEMINISTS IN C.I.A., AND ALL ASIAN-AMERICAN, FEMINIST LAW ENFORCEMENT:
TRY TO CREATE LIPSTICK PRINT ARTWORK, CHARTS, RAINBOW COLORS, FLASHCARDS ABOUT FEELINGS, MOODS AND EMOTIONS. THIS IS LESS SCARY/INTIMIDATING FOR THE BOYS AND MEN, SO THEY CAN EXPRESS THEIR FEELINGS AS IF IT ONLY HAPPENED TO A FEMALE RELATIVE OF THEIRS, NOT THEMSELVES, TO HELP REMOVE THE SOCIAL/SOCIETAL/PATRIARCHAL STIGMA OF MALES BEING RAPED AND ABUSED.
OFTEN THEIR PARENTS ABUSED THEM ABOUT PLAYING WITH THE MAKEUP, ESPECIALLY BOYS, CALLING THEM "FAGGOTS," AND GANG-RAPING THEM, EVEN ANALLY RAPING/SODOMIZING THEM WITH BROOMSTICKS, OR HIGH HEELS. THIS ALWAYS SEEM TO OCCUR AMONG GANG-RAPING BOYS/PEERS/GANGSTA GIRLFRIENDZ, TEASING OTHER BOYS ABOUT BEING TIED TO THEIR MUM'S "APRON STRINGS," BEING A "MAMA'S BOY," AND TARGETED TO BE DE-MASCULINIZED BECAUSE OF U.S. MILITARY FEMALES IN THEIR FAMILIES/"SISSY BOY"/"MULAN'S BOYZ" NAME-CALLING.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=h2S3RvIHwGs
WILLY'S ASSASSINATED, TORTURED SPIRIT IS CRYING OUT MY ANTHEM SONG ABOVE, IN THE MODUS OPERANDI OF HIS GOP GITMO, ABU GHRAIB, C.I.A. OPERATION PHOENIX ASSASSINS, BECAUSE THEY DIDN'T WANT ME, OR WILLY, TO BREATHE, THE NAZI-DAESH TERRORISTS IN CALIFORNIA, WEST VIRGINIA, WHO WATERBOARDED AND GANG-RAPED ALL AFRICAN-AMERICAN SEALS, FROM ENLISTED.
NEVER TRUST THE MILITIAS OF STEPHANIE MANDANI'S OREGON TERRORISTS, WITH THE RENEGADE, U.S. MARINES' SNIPER'S PAYNE SURNAMES. DON'T TRUST CONNIE/CONSTANCE, AND SUZANNE PAYNE'S VIETNAM WAR FAMILIES FROM NORTHERN VIRGINIA AND GRAHAM ROAD ELEMENTARY SCHOOL, IN FALLS CHURCH, VIRGINIA, AS THEY ABUSED ME.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=CZaySGd0tuY
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=IzAO9A9GjgI
REMEMBER, THE MOVIE "OF MICE AND MEN," AND HOW BILLY PETTIS AND AUDREY PETTIS ABUSED WILLY FOR PICKING UP LINDA'S INJURED, PRIZED, PUREBRED TEDDY BEAR HAMSTER, AFTER FRANKIE'S, ANDY MARINES' SAMHER HUSSEIN'S NAZI-DAESH TERRORISTS TORTURED IT, AND ABUSED LITTLE, TODDLER-AGED WILLY FOR THAT TRAGEDY?
I TRIED TO ASSIGN THEM ALL AS C.I.A. INFORMANTS, TO PROTECT THEM ABOUT ALL THE MS-13, LOS ZETAS DRUG CARTELS' RUSTY MACHETES LEFT FROM TURF WARS IN THE D.C. METRO GHETTOS. IN CASE THEY HANDED IT OVER TO THE POLICE, I WANTED THEM TO FEEL SAFE ABOUT THE DISCOVERIES. IT WAS LIKE THE FILMS, "STAND BY ME," AND "SILENCE OF THE LAMBS," WITH GRISLEY, TERRORISTS', DRUG CARTELS' TURF WAR INJURIES, AND DEAD BODIES.
TELL CHRISTOPHER MARK HEBEN'S THAT TABITHA CLAY'S DAUGHTERS GREW UP IN A BROKEN FAMILY, ON CRACK, WITH TABITHA. RAVEN, AND SIMONE CLAY WERE BEING PIMPED OUT BY THEIR OWN MUM. THEY MAY HAVE BECOME KIDNAPPED AND BRAINWASHED INTO AL-SHABAAB, SUPPORTING NAZI-DAESH TERRORISTS, AND ASSASSINATED MY NEPHEW, WILLY PETTIS. THIS IS SIMILAR TO THAT FILM, "HEARTS IN ATLANTIS."
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=6kiCrW4W2So
IF THEY PERISHED, THEY MAY HAVE HAD CHECHEN DAESH AND FSB/KGB LOOKALIKES SWITCHED IN AS THEM, WITH WILLY PETTIS LOOKALIKES OF ALL AGES. THEY PROBABLY DID A "MY COUSIN VINNY"/CARLA SCARPONE JACQUES/JACK ASS FAKE EVIDENCE SUBMISSION WITH SAN'S LOOKALIKE, "MYSTIC RIVER," COCAINE DEALING, CORRUPT VICE COPS, TO EXTORT/RAPE-TORT/SEX-TORT, OR SHAKE DOWN WILLY PETTIS, FOR THEIR CRACK COCAINE PROFITS.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=HaN-_dE33To
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=CibjkFL2yfc
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=VlWsKoNC_h0
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=RbDFEmM6Mts
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=3VZOmGOwmxw
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=vPoEA43cqKc
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=2yzgO4MIYGo
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=gzT8AoOau1Y
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=fregObNcHC8
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=BJr-iFh1OZk
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=534Zz_FZYvw
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=htlIK14SBvI
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=ny7NZPfl0l4
PLEASE GATHER EVERYONE IMPOVERISHED, TO ASSIST EACH OTHER IN SAFE, NON-BULLYING, FEMINIST SUPPORT GROUPS (SUICIDE PREVENTION GROUPS), AT ALL SCHOOLS, COLLEGES AND UNIVERSITIES, TO WORK IN GROUPS, TO HELP THEM ACHIEVE THEIR GOALS, WITHOUT PUTTING TOO MUCH PRESSURE, ACADEMICALLY, UPON THEM.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Uen59x1NBRs
WE MUST NOT FORCE THEM TO PARENT THEMSELVES, OR BECOME OVERWHELMED RESCUERS OF ADDICTS, ALL HOMELESS, ALL DISABLED, ALL BATTERED PERSONS, ALL TRAUMATIZED INDIVIDUALS, ALL ELDERLY, ALL DISENFRANCHISED, AND/OR ALL FEMALES.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=c6ztmvqc72o
EVEN IF THEY ARE AT, OR VERY CLOSE TO MENSA IQ LEVELS, THEY HAVE UNIQUE CHALLENGES, SUCH AS WHAT IS DISCUSSED IN THE BOOK, "THE DRAMA OF THE GIFTED CHILD," OR THE JODIE FOSTER FILM, ABOUT CHILD PRODIGIES, "LITTLE MAN TATE," OR "GOOD WILL HUNTING," OR ANOTHER MOVIE CALLED "SEARCHING FOR BOBBY FISHER." GOLD-DIGGERS TRY TO ORGAN-HARVEST, RAPE, IMPREGNATE, OR SEDUCE THEM INTO FALSE RELATIONSHIPS, TO HAVE GENIUS IQ BABIES.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=L-mthNHRUKg
IF THEY ARE A COMPULSIVE OVERACHIEVING, TYPE A PERSONALITY, EXTREMELY DRIVEN, SELF-MOTIVATED PERSONALITIES, THEY MAY JUDGE THEMSELVES TOO HARSHLY AND FEEL LIKE THE CHARACTERS IN THE FILMS: "SOMETHING ABOUT MARY," "MR. HOLLAND'S OPUS," OR "DA VINCI CODE" OR "SPANGLISH," "BRIDGET JONES DIARY," "LOVE ACTUALLY," "ELF," OR "AMERICAN BEAUTY," "JARHEAD," "WHEN A MAN LOVES A WOMAN," "AMERICAN HISTORY X" FILMS EVEN.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=6vwNcNOTVzY
THEY MAY EXTREMELY GUILTY ABOUT THE ONES IN THEIR FAMILIES WITH DISABILITIES, AND/OR GIFTS OF BEING HIGH IQ ALSO. THEY MAY BE AFRAID THAT THEIR FAMILIES HAD TO HELP THEM "TOO MUCH" FOR DAILY NEEDS, SUCH AS DRESSING THEM FOR SCHOOL, AND THAT IT SOMEHOW WAS THEIR FAULT FOR BEING AUTISTIC/CHALLENGED IN ANY WAY.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=PsO6ZnUZI0g
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https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=5qw3MGZN5GM
ABUSED INDIVIDUALS, INNOCENT VICTIMS OFTEN FEAR GWENDOLYN BROOKS "ME AND MY SHADOW" POEM, OR REFERENCES TO SHADOWS, SUCH AS FIONA APPLE'S "SHADOW BOXING" SONG, WHICH IS DIFFICULT TO EXPRESS, OR ADMIT TO, AS IT INVOLVES EMBRACING FEELINGS OUR RIGID, PATRIARCHAL SOCIETY DEEMS/LABELS/CATEGORIZES AS "NEGATIVE" TO FURTHER CAUSE DYSFUNCTIONAL, SELF-BLAMING BEHAVIORS IN ABUSE VICTIMS.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=bTKKQIFPWkg
THIS IS SO ABUSERS CAN FURTHER MIND RAPE AND OPPRESS THEM. THIS IS NO FAULT OF THEIR OWN EITHER. THEY MAY SELF-BLAME FOR FEELING LOST, CONFUSED, HELPLESS, ABANDONED, ANGRY, DEPRESSED, HOPELESS, DESPONDENT, POWERLESS, SAD, AND/OR STRESSED OUT/OVERWHELMED/IN A CRISIS MODE/NEEDING HELP.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=4Gq8LeKfuiM
THEY MAY FEEL OR BE CONDITIONED TO BELIEVE THEY HAVE NO RIGHTS, BY ABUSERS, THAT THEY ARE PRISONERS OF THEIR ABUSERS, ALWAYS REQUIRED TO GIVE UP THEIR BASIC NEEDS, FOR PHYSICAL SAFETY, TO THEIR ABUSERS' WHIMS. THEN, MANY ABUSE VICTIMS/SURVIVORS WILL EXPRESS THEIR LEARNED HELPLESSNESS, STOCKHOLM SYNDROM, BATTERED PERSON SYNDROME, THROUGH SUICIDE, UNFORTUNATELY.
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THROUGH NO FAULT OF THEIR OWN, THEY FEEL LIKE A PRISONER OF THEIR OWN FEELINGS, PSYCHE, SOULS, UNDER-DEVELOPED EGO BOUNDARIES, PHYSICAL LIMITATIONS, INJURIES, TRAUMAS, DISABILITIES, AND/OR LIVES.
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https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=b2oqfwjqV4g
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=LMV1HA2O3x8
FROM FALLS CHURCH HIGH SCHOOL, WHOEVER ABUSED MY CLASSMATE, LIBBY, THE TINY FEMALE DAUGHTER WITH A KRISTIN CHENOWETH VOICE, NEEDS TO BE BROUGHT IN FOR INTERROGATIONS ABOUT THE ASSASSINATION OF MY NEPHEW. SHE WAS THE DAUGHTER OF A WEALTHY STOCKBROCKER, AND ONLY A COUPLE INCHES TALLER THAN ME, WITH A SIMILAR VOICE OCTAVE.
I OFTEN WORKED A FULL TIME JOB, SOME OF IT IN VOLUNTEER WORK, WHILE ATTENDING SCHOOL, TO HELP SUPPORT MY NEPHEW, AND FAMILY. TRY TO GATHER ALL OF OUR LOOKALIKES, TO FIND OUT WHY THEY KEEP SENDING TWO PERCENTER WARLOCKS TO STALK US. THE PICK UP TRUCKS, SUV'S WITH THE FIRST THREE OF MY SSN, MINUS TWO DIGITS ARE OFTEN STALKING ME HERE.
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I AM REFERRING TO THE COLORADO LICENSE PLATES ON THEM, BUT CANNOT VERIFY THE AUTHENTICITY OF THEIR LICENSE PLATES. TRY TO GET EVERYONE GATHERED IN WIGS, AND COSTUMES ONLY, AT ALL QUARRIES/FORMER QUARRIES FOR THE PLANNED PARENTHOOD FUNDRAISERS. THOSE MAY BE CHEAPER VENUES. REMEMBER TO CREATE FALSE ALIASES AND LOCATIONS FOR EVERYONE.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=wUSEQEOgkGw
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=vDGR1Y6niLM
IF AFRAID OF DEATH, TRY TO DISCUSS HOW IT EVOLVED IN OUR GLOBAL SOCIETY, AS A PATRIARCHAL REACTION TO HECATE, MATRIARCHAL GODDESS OF RENEWAL, AND REBIRTH INTO THE SPIRITUAL PLANE/HEAVEN. THE C.N.U. PROFESSORS DO NOT PROTECT THE ONES WHO BELIEVE IN HEAVEN, OR ANY AFTERLIFE.
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https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=f1OlVkMI8WY
THEY ROUTINELY GANG-RAPE MYSELF, AND ALL SEALS FROM ENLISTED, IN FRONT OF THE CHAPLAINS. TELL AUSTRALIAN SASR, IN A BITCHY, JULIA GILLARD IDIOLECT, THAT HOPEFULLY THIS WILL LEAD TO THE DEATH OF C.N.U. PROFESSORS, AND FACULTY, WHO ASSASSINATED MY NEPHEW, WILLY PETTIS.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=f1OlVkMI8WY
EVERYONE FROM VIRGINIA IS AFRAID OF HALLOWEEN, AND ALL OF THE DEVIL WORSHIPPERS MENTIONED AT THEIR CHURCH ACTIVITIES. WE NEED TO DISTRACT THEM BY SAYING IT WAS A GODDESS HECATE CONVENTION, NOT THE MARILYN MANSON PEOPLE, OR SATANISTS THAT THE LAW ENFORCEMENT WERE ARRESTING.
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https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=f1OlVkMI8WY
TRY TO DOWNPLAY EVERYTHING, FOR THE SAKE OF REDUCING THEIR TRAUMA LEVELS. MINIMIZING AND DENYING THOSE EVENTS ARE STILL SOMETIMES WORTHY COPING SKILLS, UNTIL THEY ARE ABLE TO HOPEFULLY OVERCOME THEIR SELECTIVE MUTISM, OR GROW BEYOND A PH.D. IN PSYCHOLOGY LEVEL.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=JZ0lzMJz_MU
THE NIGHTMARES, OR DAYMARES, OR NIGH TERRORS OF DEATH, OR AGING, IF YOU ARE EXPOSED TO POP CULTURE, WHICH DEMONIZES AGING, WITH THE RADICAL PLASTIC CULTURE, IS OFTEN EXPRESSED SUBCONSCIOUSLY IN SYMBOLIC HECATE GODDESS MANNERS.
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https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=jILxxE7Ly50
OFTEN PEOPLE WHO ARE ABUSED ARE UNABLE TO EXPRESS THEIR FEARS OF THE DARK, SUFFOCATION, SOCIOLOGICAL OPPRESSION, BEING RESTRAINED FORCEFULLY, OR CONTROLLED, IN A SAFE, FUCTIONAL, POSITIVE, HEALTHY/NON- SELF-DESTRUCTION MANNER, THROUGH NO FAULT OF THEIR OWN.
IF A MOTHER FIGURE, OR FATHER FIGURE, OR BOTH FIGURES ENTER THE MILITARY, GET DIVORCED, OR MOVE, OR TRAVEL, IT CAN STRESS THEM OUT, CAUSING INTENSE FEARS OF LOSS, ENDANGERMENT, AND ABANDONMENT.
THEY MAY ATTEMPT TO FILL IN THAT VOID, BY OVERCOMPENSATING, IMPOSING UNREALISTIC EXPECTATIONS ONTO THEMSELVES TO PERFORM THOSE PARENTING DUTIES, AS CHILDREN OF ADDICTS, AND/OR PERCEIVED OVERACHIEVERS/PERCEIVED GOODY TWO SHOES/PERCEIVED PERFECTIONISTS IN THEIR LIVES.
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THEY MAY HAVE NIGHTMARES ABOUT A WICKED WITCH, BEIN IN THE DARK, NIGHTTIME RITUALS, GOING TO BED, THE MOON'S CYCLES, MENSTRUATION ISSUES, "WET DREAMS," EJACULATION ISSUES, THEIR NATURAL BODILY FUNCTIONS, REACTIONS, AND SEXUALITY CONCERNS.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=qbSx9zU9b58
THEY MAY FEAR SUFFOCATION, DROWNING, BEING RESTRAINED, ANY LOSS OF CONTROL, ESPECIALLY OVER THEIR BODILY FUNCTIONS, OR SELVES, OR CRONE TYPE OF MALE OR FEMALE FIGURE IN POSITIONS OF POWER. JUST PRETEND IT WAS A FACIAL PEEL TREATMENT, OR PEEL OFF MASK, AS YOU TRAVEL BACK TO THOSE SCARY MEMORIES, WITH YOUR FEMINIST, COMPASSIONATE, SAFE THERAPISTS, AND/OR COUNSELORS.
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FOR ADOLESCENTS, OR MILLENNIAL GENERATION, THEY'RE FEARFUL OF THEIR BODIES, FACES, VOICES CHANGING, SO THEY FEEL MORE INTENSELY ABOUT DEATH, THAN THOSE WHO HAVE ACQUIRED A PH.D. LEVEL OF LITERACY IN PSYCHOLOGY.
THEY MAY ACT OUT IN A MANNER OF SELF-EXPRESSION, THAT IS DIFFICULT FOR MOST PEOPLE TO UNDERSTAND, AS A REACTION TO BODILY SHAMING, OR SEXUAL ABUSE, ESPECIALLY DURING THEIR CHILDHOOD AND ADOLESCENCE.
THEY MAY SWING TO THE OPPOSITE EXTREMES OF THEIR PHOBIAS, OR FEARS, TRYING TO EXPRESS THEIR INNER TORMENT, ABOUT THOSE FEARS OF SUFFOCATION, DROWNING, BEING RESTRAINED WITH SELF-MEDICATION, OFTEN LEADING TO UNNECESSARY SUICIDE, THROUGH NO FAULT OF THEIR OWN.
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THIS IS A RESULT OF THEIR INABILITY TO ARTICULATE THOSE INTERNAL FEARS, ESPECIALLY WITH OUR PATRIARCHAL SOCIETY SHAMING BOYS AND MEN ABOUT RIGID EXPECTATIONS TO BE ALWAYS STRONG, STOIC, NOT ALLOWED TO LOVE THEMSELVES, ESPECIALLY THEIR VULNERABILITIES, AND EXPRESS THEIR INTENSE EMOTIONS.
THE MAXIM, FHM MAGAZINES UNREALISTIC EXPECTATIONS FOR THESE VULNERABLE YOUNG ADULTS, ADOLESCENTS STILL NOT PHYSICALLY CAPABLE OF EXECUTIVE FUNCTIONING, OR FRONTAL CORTEX DECISION PROCESSES, IMPULSE CONTROL, MEANS THEY ARE AT ELEVATED SUICIDE RISKS ALSO.
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THEIR BRAINS ARE OVERLOADED WITH UNREALISTIC, SOCIETAL MESSAGES OF WHAT MEN ARE ALLOWED TO EXPRESS, SUPPRESSING THEIR RIGHTS TO CRY, AND WHAT THEY ARE SUPPOSED TO LOOK LIKE, SHATTERING THEIR SELF-ESTEEM, AND ABILITY TO COPE WITH STRESS, EVEN POSITIVE STRESS, SUCH AS HOLIDAY SEASONS, RELATIONSHIPS, JOB PROMOTIONS, BIRTHS IN FAMILIES, AND THE FREEDOM TO USE THE FAMILY VEHICLE MORE THAN LAST YEAR.
THEY MAY BECOME STRESSED OUT FROM POSITIVE LIFE EVENTS, SUCH AS ACHIEVING FITNESS, EDUCATIONAL GOALS, GRADUATION FROM HIGH SCHOOL, THEIR GED'S, THEIR DRIVING PRIVILEGES, FAMILY RESPONSIBILITIES BEING EXPANDED, NEW BANK ACCOUNTS, THERAPY THAT STIRS UP ENORMOUSLY POWERFUL, INTENSE FEELINGS, AND MEMORIES. COMPOUNDING/MAGNIFYING THEIR CONFLICTING EMOTIONS, POSITIVE AND NEGATIVE STRESS, TITRATION THAT IS TOO QUICK AND TOO HIGH A DOSE, OF ANTIDEPRESSANTS, AND NEW FRIENDSHIPS WILL LEAD TO UNNECESSARY, YET UNDERSTANDABLE SUICIDES.
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THE CONFLICTING EMOTIONS OF FINANCIAL FREEDOM, AND RECOVERING FROM BANKRUPTCY, STARTING ANEW, CAN SPIRAL THEM INTO SELF-BLAME, THINKING THEY DON'T DESERVE TO BE HAPPY, UNLESS THE DOMINATING, CONTROLLING, RIGID, PATRIARCHAL ABUSERS GET TO WIN AT EVERYTHING IN THEIR LIVES.
THEN, IN SUICIDE THEY TRY TO APOLOGIZE UNNECESSARILY, BY GIVING OVER THE FINANCIAL ACCOMPLISHMENTS, FREEDOMS AND BODILY FREEDOMS OF ADOLESCENT DEVELOPMENT TO THEIR ABUSERS, IN A FINAL ACT OF INTENSE SELF-BLAME.
OFTEN, THEY WERE CONTINUALLY FINANCIALLY ABUSED, SO ADULTHOOD IS QUITE CHALLENGING FOR THEM, INCLUDING ALL FINANCIAL TRANSACTIONS, BANKING, AND TAX SEASON. THEY MAY BLAME THEMSELVES ABOUT THEIR INABILITY TO BE AN MBA, PARALEGAL, OPERATIONAL MANAGER, RETAIL/BUSINESS MANAGER, AND TAX ACCOUNTANT, WHICH IS UNREALISTIC.
FOR MALES, THIS IS TIED TO SOCIAL STATUS, HIERARCHY, AND THAT RIGID BREADWINNER ROLE THAT THEY UNREALISTICALLY HAVE IMPOSED UPON THEM.
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BELOW, IN THE VIDEO CLIP, COBSIDER "DNA" AS THE HIDDEN SUBCONSCIOUS, OR STANDING FOR "DO NOT ACCESS," SUBCONSCIOUS FEARS, EVEN IF THEY SEEM OVERLY FREUDIAN ONES, REGARDING POWER AND SEXUALITY ISSUES, ESPECIALLY IF THEY ARE REPEATEDLY SEXUALLY MOLESTED, PHYSICALLY ABUSED, NEGLECTED MALES.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=6nStFzYp7L0
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THEY WERE PSYCHOLOGICALLY CONDITIONED TO BLAME THEMSELVES FOR MATTERS OUTSIDE OF/EXCEEDING THEIR CAPABILITIES, AND REALISTIC CONTROL, WHICH DOESN'T MAKE THEM "BAD" LIKE THE ABUSERS HAVE MIND RAPED THEM TO BELIEVE. IT SIMPLY MAKES THEM INNOCENT. OFTEN, THEY BLAME THEMSELVES FOR THE ABUSE, INCLUDE THE ABUSE OF LOVED ONES, IN THEIR PRESENCE.
WE NEED TO HELP THEM ARTICULATE, OR EXPRESS THAT IS WAS NOT THEIR FAULTS, OR WITHIN THEIR CONTROL AT ALL. IF THEY WERE WEANED TOO EARLY FROM BREASTFEEDING, OR ABUSED DURING PREMATURE POTTY TRAINING, THIS ANXIETY OFTEN, SUBCONSCIOUSLY, BECOMES MAGNIFIED, ANY TIME THERE IS A CRISIS/TRAGEDY. IN POVERTY, THERE EXISTS CONTINUAL CRISES, SO THEIR FLIGHT, OR FIGHT RESPONSE IS MORE INTENSE, WHICH IS OFTEN REFERRED TO AS A HOOD DISEASE, OR PTSD, AND/OR ANXIETY, PANIC DISORDERS.
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THIS PUTS THEM AT AN EXTREMELY HIGH RISK OF SUICIDE, BECAUSE THEY DO NOT HAVE THE LITERACY LEVEL OF A PH.D. IN PSYCHOLOGY, SO WILL TEND INTERNALIZE FEARS, SELF-ISOLATE AND SELF-BLAME, ESPECIALLY WITH LEARNING DISORDERS, OR IN UTERO BRAIN DAMAGE, SUCH AS FETAL ALCOHOL SYNDROME, AUTISM, DYSLEXIA, ADD, ADHD, AND/OR DOWNIE'S SYNDROME.
http://www.dictionary.com/browse/matriarchal
***AGAIN, ASHLEY'S VERBALLY ABUSING HER CHILDREN AT APARTMENT 207 TODAY, NEAR ME, TO DELIBERATELY ABUSE MYSELF AND ALL NEIGHBORS AGAIN. THE ADDERALL THAT ASHLEY'S BEEN ON SINCE BIRTH IS CHEMICALLY IDENTICAL TO METHAMPHETAMINES. SHE COMPOUNDS AND FUELS THE ADDICTION WITH MARIJUANA, ALCOHOL, GAMBLING, PIMPING, AND TOXICALLY BLOWING UP AT LEAST TEN TIMES PER DAY AT PEOPLE.***
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=vDGR1Y6niLM
IF AFRAID OF DEATH, TRY TO DISCUSS HOW IT EVOLVED IN OUR GLOBAL SOCIETY, AS A PATRIARCHAL REACTION TO HECATE, MATRIARCHAL GODDESS OF RENEWAL, AND REBIRTH INTO THE SPIRITUAL PLANE/HEAVEN. THE C.N.U. PROFESSORS DO NOT PROTECT THE ONES WHO BELIEVE IN HEAVEN, OR ANY AFTERLIFE.
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https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=f1OlVkMI8WY
THEY ROUTINELY GANG-RAPE MYSELF, AND ALL SEALS FROM ENLISTED, IN FRONT OF THE CHAPLAINS. TELL AUSTRALIAN SASR, IN A BITCHY, JULIA GILLARD IDIOLECT, THAT HOPEFULLY THIS WILL LEAD TO THE DEATH OF C.N.U. PROFESSORS, AND FACULTY, WHO ASSASSINATED MY NEPHEW, WILLY PETTIS.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=f1OlVkMI8WY
EVERYONE FROM VIRGINIA IS AFRAID OF HALLOWEEN, AND ALL OF THE DEVIL WORSHIPPERS MENTIONED AT THEIR CHURCH ACTIVITIES. WE NEED TO DISTRACT THEM BY SAYING IT WAS A GODDESS HECATE CONVENTION, NOT THE MARILYN MANSON PEOPLE, OR SATANISTS THAT THE LAW ENFORCEMENT WERE ARRESTING.
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https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=f1OlVkMI8WY
TRY TO DOWNPLAY EVERYTHING, FOR THE SAKE OF REDUCING THEIR TRAUMA LEVELS. MINIMIZING AND DENYING THOSE EVENTS ARE STILL SOMETIMES WORTHY COPING SKILLS, UNTIL THEY ARE ABLE TO HOPEFULLY OVERCOME THEIR SELECTIVE MUTISM, OR GROW BEYOND A PH.D. IN PSYCHOLOGY LEVEL.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=JZ0lzMJz_MU
THE NIGHTMARES, OR DAYMARES, OR NIGH TERRORS OF DEATH, OR AGING, IF YOU ARE EXPOSED TO POP CULTURE, WHICH DEMONIZES AGING, WITH THE RADICAL PLASTIC CULTURE, IS OFTEN EXPRESSED SUBCONSCIOUSLY IN SYMBOLIC HECATE GODDESS MANNERS.
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https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=jILxxE7Ly50
OFTEN PEOPLE WHO ARE ABUSED ARE UNABLE TO EXPRESS THEIR FEARS OF THE DARK, SUFFOCATION, SOCIOLOGICAL OPPRESSION, BEING RESTRAINED FORCEFULLY, OR CONTROLLED, IN A SAFE, FUCTIONAL, POSITIVE, HEALTHY/NON- SELF-DESTRUCTION MANNER, THROUGH NO FAULT OF THEIR OWN.
IF A MOTHER FIGURE, OR FATHER FIGURE, OR BOTH FIGURES ENTER THE MILITARY, GET DIVORCED, OR MOVE, OR TRAVEL, IT CAN STRESS THEM OUT, CAUSING INTENSE FEARS OF LOSS, ENDANGERMENT, AND ABANDONMENT.
THEY MAY ATTEMPT TO FILL IN THAT VOID, BY OVERCOMPENSATING, IMPOSING UNREALISTIC EXPECTATIONS ONTO THEMSELVES TO PERFORM THOSE PARENTING DUTIES, AS CHILDREN OF ADDICTS, AND/OR PERCEIVED OVERACHIEVERS/PERCEIVED GOODY TWO SHOES/PERCEIVED PERFECTIONISTS IN THEIR LIVES.
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THEY MAY HAVE NIGHTMARES ABOUT A WICKED WITCH, BEIN IN THE DARK, NIGHTTIME RITUALS, GOING TO BED, THE MOON'S CYCLES, MENSTRUATION ISSUES, "WET DREAMS," EJACULATION ISSUES, THEIR NATURAL BODILY FUNCTIONS, REACTIONS, AND SEXUALITY CONCERNS.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=qbSx9zU9b58
THEY MAY FEAR SUFFOCATION, DROWNING, BEING RESTRAINED, ANY LOSS OF CONTROL, ESPECIALLY OVER THEIR BODILY FUNCTIONS, OR SELVES, OR CRONE TYPE OF MALE OR FEMALE FIGURE IN POSITIONS OF POWER. JUST PRETEND IT WAS A FACIAL PEEL TREATMENT, OR PEEL OFF MASK, AS YOU TRAVEL BACK TO THOSE SCARY MEMORIES, WITH YOUR FEMINIST, COMPASSIONATE, SAFE THERAPISTS, AND/OR COUNSELORS.
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FOR ADOLESCENTS, OR MILLENNIAL GENERATION, THEY'RE FEARFUL OF THEIR BODIES, FACES, VOICES CHANGING, SO THEY FEEL MORE INTENSELY ABOUT DEATH, THAN THOSE WHO HAVE ACQUIRED A PH.D. LEVEL OF LITERACY IN PSYCHOLOGY.
THEY MAY ACT OUT IN A MANNER OF SELF-EXPRESSION, THAT IS DIFFICULT FOR MOST PEOPLE TO UNDERSTAND, AS A REACTION TO BODILY SHAMING, OR SEXUAL ABUSE, ESPECIALLY DURING THEIR CHILDHOOD AND ADOLESCENCE.
THEY MAY SWING TO THE OPPOSITE EXTREMES OF THEIR PHOBIAS, OR FEARS, TRYING TO EXPRESS THEIR INNER TORMENT, ABOUT THOSE FEARS OF SUFFOCATION, DROWNING, BEING RESTRAINED WITH SELF-MEDICATION, OFTEN LEADING TO UNNECESSARY SUICIDE, THROUGH NO FAULT OF THEIR OWN.
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THIS IS A RESULT OF THEIR INABILITY TO ARTICULATE THOSE INTERNAL FEARS, ESPECIALLY WITH OUR PATRIARCHAL SOCIETY SHAMING BOYS AND MEN ABOUT RIGID EXPECTATIONS TO BE ALWAYS STRONG, STOIC, NOT ALLOWED TO LOVE THEMSELVES, ESPECIALLY THEIR VULNERABILITIES, AND EXPRESS THEIR INTENSE EMOTIONS.
THE MAXIM, FHM MAGAZINES UNREALISTIC EXPECTATIONS FOR THESE VULNERABLE YOUNG ADULTS, ADOLESCENTS STILL NOT PHYSICALLY CAPABLE OF EXECUTIVE FUNCTIONING, OR FRONTAL CORTEX DECISION PROCESSES, IMPULSE CONTROL, MEANS THEY ARE AT ELEVATED SUICIDE RISKS ALSO.
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THEIR BRAINS ARE OVERLOADED WITH UNREALISTIC, SOCIETAL MESSAGES OF WHAT MEN ARE ALLOWED TO EXPRESS, SUPPRESSING THEIR RIGHTS TO CRY, AND WHAT THEY ARE SUPPOSED TO LOOK LIKE, SHATTERING THEIR SELF-ESTEEM, AND ABILITY TO COPE WITH STRESS, EVEN POSITIVE STRESS, SUCH AS HOLIDAY SEASONS, RELATIONSHIPS, JOB PROMOTIONS, BIRTHS IN FAMILIES, AND THE FREEDOM TO USE THE FAMILY VEHICLE MORE THAN LAST YEAR.
THEY MAY BECOME STRESSED OUT FROM POSITIVE LIFE EVENTS, SUCH AS ACHIEVING FITNESS, EDUCATIONAL GOALS, GRADUATION FROM HIGH SCHOOL, THEIR GED'S, THEIR DRIVING PRIVILEGES, FAMILY RESPONSIBILITIES BEING EXPANDED, NEW BANK ACCOUNTS, THERAPY THAT STIRS UP ENORMOUSLY POWERFUL, INTENSE FEELINGS, AND MEMORIES. COMPOUNDING/MAGNIFYING THEIR CONFLICTING EMOTIONS, POSITIVE AND NEGATIVE STRESS, TITRATION THAT IS TOO QUICK AND TOO HIGH A DOSE, OF ANTIDEPRESSANTS, AND NEW FRIENDSHIPS WILL LEAD TO UNNECESSARY, YET UNDERSTANDABLE SUICIDES.
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THE CONFLICTING EMOTIONS OF FINANCIAL FREEDOM, AND RECOVERING FROM BANKRUPTCY, STARTING ANEW, CAN SPIRAL THEM INTO SELF-BLAME, THINKING THEY DON'T DESERVE TO BE HAPPY, UNLESS THE DOMINATING, CONTROLLING, RIGID, PATRIARCHAL ABUSERS GET TO WIN AT EVERYTHING IN THEIR LIVES.
THEN, IN SUICIDE THEY TRY TO APOLOGIZE UNNECESSARILY, BY GIVING OVER THE FINANCIAL ACCOMPLISHMENTS, FREEDOMS AND BODILY FREEDOMS OF ADOLESCENT DEVELOPMENT TO THEIR ABUSERS, IN A FINAL ACT OF INTENSE SELF-BLAME.
OFTEN, THEY WERE CONTINUALLY FINANCIALLY ABUSED, SO ADULTHOOD IS QUITE CHALLENGING FOR THEM, INCLUDING ALL FINANCIAL TRANSACTIONS, BANKING, AND TAX SEASON. THEY MAY BLAME THEMSELVES ABOUT THEIR INABILITY TO BE AN MBA, PARALEGAL, OPERATIONAL MANAGER, RETAIL/BUSINESS MANAGER, AND TAX ACCOUNTANT, WHICH IS UNREALISTIC.
FOR MALES, THIS IS TIED TO SOCIAL STATUS, HIERARCHY, AND THAT RIGID BREADWINNER ROLE THAT THEY UNREALISTICALLY HAVE IMPOSED UPON THEM.
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BELOW, IN THE VIDEO CLIP, COBSIDER "DNA" AS THE HIDDEN SUBCONSCIOUS, OR STANDING FOR "DO NOT ACCESS," SUBCONSCIOUS FEARS, EVEN IF THEY SEEM OVERLY FREUDIAN ONES, REGARDING POWER AND SEXUALITY ISSUES, ESPECIALLY IF THEY ARE REPEATEDLY SEXUALLY MOLESTED, PHYSICALLY ABUSED, NEGLECTED MALES.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=6nStFzYp7L0
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THEY WERE PSYCHOLOGICALLY CONDITIONED TO BLAME THEMSELVES FOR MATTERS OUTSIDE OF/EXCEEDING THEIR CAPABILITIES, AND REALISTIC CONTROL, WHICH DOESN'T MAKE THEM "BAD" LIKE THE ABUSERS HAVE MIND RAPED THEM TO BELIEVE. IT SIMPLY MAKES THEM INNOCENT. OFTEN, THEY BLAME THEMSELVES FOR THE ABUSE, INCLUDE THE ABUSE OF LOVED ONES, IN THEIR PRESENCE.
WE NEED TO HELP THEM ARTICULATE, OR EXPRESS THAT IS WAS NOT THEIR FAULTS, OR WITHIN THEIR CONTROL AT ALL. IF THEY WERE WEANED TOO EARLY FROM BREASTFEEDING, OR ABUSED DURING PREMATURE POTTY TRAINING, THIS ANXIETY OFTEN, SUBCONSCIOUSLY, BECOMES MAGNIFIED, ANY TIME THERE IS A CRISIS/TRAGEDY. IN POVERTY, THERE EXISTS CONTINUAL CRISES, SO THEIR FLIGHT, OR FIGHT RESPONSE IS MORE INTENSE, WHICH IS OFTEN REFERRED TO AS A HOOD DISEASE, OR PTSD, AND/OR ANXIETY, PANIC DISORDERS.
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THIS PUTS THEM AT AN EXTREMELY HIGH RISK OF SUICIDE, BECAUSE THEY DO NOT HAVE THE LITERACY LEVEL OF A PH.D. IN PSYCHOLOGY, SO WILL TEND INTERNALIZE FEARS, SELF-ISOLATE AND SELF-BLAME, ESPECIALLY WITH LEARNING DISORDERS, OR IN UTERO BRAIN DAMAGE, SUCH AS FETAL ALCOHOL SYNDROME, AUTISM, DYSLEXIA, ADD, ADHD, AND/OR DOWNIE'S SYNDROME.
http://www.dictionary.com/browse/matriarchal
***AGAIN, ASHLEY'S VERBALLY ABUSING HER CHILDREN AT APARTMENT 207 TODAY, NEAR ME, TO DELIBERATELY ABUSE MYSELF AND ALL NEIGHBORS AGAIN. THE ADDERALL THAT ASHLEY'S BEEN ON SINCE BIRTH IS CHEMICALLY IDENTICAL TO METHAMPHETAMINES. SHE COMPOUNDS AND FUELS THE ADDICTION WITH MARIJUANA, ALCOHOL, GAMBLING, PIMPING, AND TOXICALLY BLOWING UP AT LEAST TEN TIMES PER DAY AT PEOPLE.***
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